I'm in the process of hurting my relationship because i now realize that i can really trust no one, even the ones i thought would be there for me no matter what. the fact that i'm "not cool" enough hurts tremendously.
so, my thought process is "if they don't give a shit about me, why would he?". it's really hurting luke and i hate myself for putting him through the pain of feeling like i don't want to be with him. it's just hard to let someone in.
but, i'm glad he brought it up so now i can change my ways. i love him so much and i would never put him through any pain where as he would never put ME through any pain.
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